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by Joey

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Lullaby 02:43
I can see... but I prefer to be blind I can believe... but I prefer to disagree I am naive... as the birds in the sky No more tears... your my lullaby Turn your cheek when in denial Choose your weight don't lose the trial When you feel your victimized Keep those feelings deep inside I can speak... but I prefer to shut up I can breath... but I prefer to stay shut And I believed... for a moment in time No more tears, your my lullaby When you feel your in distress you can lay your heart to rest when your sure your heart will die keep those feelings deep inside easy go now easy come that makes you my number one.
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Get those thoughts out of your head. Their filled with misery and dread. Till you can't get up out of bed. With your sheets over your head. When the temperatures too high He's just an ant waiting to die. Now watch him melt before your eyes He's a February guy it's useless to help him he's gonna need some time. he's gotta figure this out it's useless help him He needs to drown them out Your visions seem to remain stuck, On that time when you were drunk Decisions have been turned to sand. For classic February man. it's useless to help him he's gonna need some time. he's gotta figure this out it's useless help him He needs to drown them out To start another day... Honesty requires pain. Just as our love requires hate. Now watch him throw it all away. To begin another day. He walks the path that no one goes He prefers to be alone The darkness turned into his home The silence has become his throat Run and chase him if you can You'll end up right where you began He's someone we can't understand. A classic February man...
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I went to your job the other day. They mentioned something about you, but I shouldn't say. Well was it the fact that I always acted like an old man? And that I'd always try to do things... I knew I couldn't. I went to your church the other day. They mentioned something about you, I should say. Isn't it funny how they always act like they care? But they never come approach you... When your there. I went to your school the other day. They mentioned nothing about you, I'm sorry to say.. That's okay. One thing that I always noticed from them, is that.. They never pretended like they.. Gave a damn.
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Deliver 02:34
Give me something more and ill give you something less That's what I do the best I'm always there to deliver Empty boxes of air for you my dear true friend Don't you dare try to pretend I wasn't there to deliver. Getting nothing from me is something you can't stop Like getting water from a rock These simple facts to consider Everything that I've been has been reduced to shit It was so violent But at least I was there to deliver. Now give me something more and ill give you something less. That's what I do the best. I'm always there to deliver. It shouldn't be that hard to be an architect. Just use your intellect. And I shall be there to deliver.
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Mal Del Ojo 03:13
Here comes, Mal Del Ojo Evil eye that takes all happiness away Here's Mal Del Ojo now The city is in bliss but they wont be smiling soon Del Ojo comes early in the afternoon He sees all that's good He sees all that's pure He puts them away until the city is in flames Get your guns out, get your guns out! Everybody get your guns out! He won't go near us! If we see him coming Lets pray that he will go away... Here comes mal del Ojo Evil eye that brings all tragedy at bay oh Mal Del Ojo go away! He laughs with a lit cigarette in his hand exhales thick black smoke all through out the land No se detendra No se detendra He will never stop untill our happiness is gone Takes a bow He takes a bow He leaves to go to another town He wipes his slate He wipes it clean He's leaving the city now he's gone... until another day Here comes Mal Del Ojo Evil eye who takes our pleasures away Oh Mal Del Ojo leave us alone...
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My story is not that old, and it's a story I'm sure you heard before It's about a boy who is lost with no direction of where to go.. Kill me.. My hearts is still beating But I'm not convinced that I'm alive And even if I was, give me one good reason of why I should keep on living Cus I sure can't think of one... Kill me... And I want to off myself so bad So fucking bad.. I'm worst at what I do best And for this gift... I definitely don't feel blessed And I'm quoting nirvana lyrics cus I simply don't have anything else to say.. Kill me..
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Take Out! 03:16
Excuse me miss can I sip your wine? No? Okay well then sorry to waste your time.. You looked so good dressed in drag Making up for the little things you lack.. Take out! You picked me like a booger inside your nose You flicked me off your finger now the hatred inside me grows Now you can't come crawling back when your sad Remember me as the lover you could of had Take out! Crying at this moment seems sufficient But laughters the best medicine and honey you need a prescription! Take out!
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Ill gladly trade in all my tears Just to be happy for a year The things you try so hard to forget la peur de la tristesse when the thing that you kept so close.. Becomes the thing you fear the most You drag your bed anywhere you go With your blanket wrapped around your throat If you can learn from feeling pain What happens when you can't feel again With every corner lies a wall Till there's no where to turn at all The one thing you thought you could do You hoped that they would see it too And when you saw that it was untrue Your left with nothing else to do Ill separate what made me great And keep it locked inside a safe Till there's nothing left to put away la peur de la tristesse
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You Hurt Me 02:17
You hurt me you fucking hurt me you hurt me so so bad I've always been a friend to you you hurt me Now I'm gonna hurt you back So thirsty for revenge on my so called friend I can't ignore this rage inside You hurt me And now i'm gonna hurt you back I'm gonna hurt you back I'm gonna hurt you bad!
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Sometimes I think the signs are all painted wrong. They keep pointing to you as the enemy Even though I know You haven't done anything wrong But that doesn't explain this turbulent rage inside of me I keep having doubts inside myself! So now I'm right beside myself cus I know my angers always confused When I find a problem inside I run to find a place to hide but I always end up running back to you... And I just wanna say that im sorry.. I am. You use the heat of my anger to cook me a lovely meal Using love and forgiveness as your recipe Turning my trash into a work of art And then you give it to me only for me to throw it away again I tell myself a 1000 times, and then I say it a 1000 more but I know that's not the brightest thing to do Now I'm trying to get you back for something that you didn't do but there's someone in me telling me that's untrue... So I just want to say that I'm sorry.. This is why I'm a waste of air... I keep trying to make things right But then I fuck it up again Now I hate myself for being such a fool I try to find a valid excuse Now I'm looking for something new But i know that there's no good excuse to use And when I think I'm by myself And no ones around me to help... That's when I come back running into you... And I'm sorry, I am, please forgive me, I'm just a waste of air, I'm sorry...
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You should know better Your blowing out their embers You might as well be Hannibal Lector Cus I think your fucked up And You think your better But all you do is dismember And I bet you think that your clever But I think your fucked up And I won't forget that thing you said to me When I told you this was attracted to me You said that girl must have been blind! well fuck you then go live your life! Cus I honestly don't want to live it with you anymore.. I Thought you'd know better Your blowing out all of my embers That's why I'm moving from sector to sector Cus i think you're fucked up. And my answers Weren't what you were after Death by misadventure That's what you get for being fucked up And often think of the messed up things you'd say Were you born an asshole or were you just brought up that way? I can't wait for the day when your dead to me! ill throw your ashes into the sea.. And then Ill forget you completely... And I often think of how miserable must be your life to get mad at people just cus their doing things right you talk all this shit behind their backs afraid of how they might react? And honestly, I want you to stay the hell away from me... Cus I think you're fucked up.
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Alone 03:03
Alone, here we are again. I knew this day would come my friend. Alone, like an old man, That's bout to die on his death bed. Alone will I tread this very road. With no desire to come home. Alone will I face this road ahead. I just prefer to fight it... Alone. You look so good to me, Dressed in your apologies. Relax, do not weep for me, Ill only be gone for a little while. Alone will I walk these streets I paint. Nothing will ever be the same. Alone will I fill my heart with ink. but then there's so much to draw... When I'm alone.
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In My Sleeve 02:59
The words, the sounds, the melodies Transcend the love and the joy I breath Drifting apart and lost in time Hearing the chords, the voice, the rhymes So glad that you are here with me. Your always with me, in my sleeve No way will you ever part from me Cus ill always have you, in my sleeve I close my eyes and I see more Vibrant colors a world to explore The world is cold and damp and cruel The predators lurk this very room I know that i am safe from harm When you are with me, in my sleeve No way will I ever fall asleep Long as you are with me, in my sleeve Now life has put me through the test Yet your still with me, in my sleeve And when they lay my soul to rest Ill be glad you were with me, in my sleeve My heart, my mind, my body combined Thanks for being with me, in my sleeve Your sound, your presence brought me back to life Now I have you with me, in my sleeve...

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This is probably my darkest and best album to date. It's filled with lots of emotions and angst I was feeling at the time. The album doesn't really have a title. So I just refer to it as "The Black Album". Hope you enjoy it.

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released February 28, 2014

All songs where written and recorded by Joey Raymond

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