Sometimes I think the signs are all painted wrong.
They keep pointing to you as the enemy
Even though I know You haven't done anything wrong
But that doesn't explain this turbulent rage inside of me
I keep having doubts inside myself!
So now I'm right beside myself cus I know my angers always confused
When I find a problem inside
I run to find a place to hide but I always end up running back to you...
And I just wanna say that im sorry.. I am.
You use the heat of my anger to cook me a lovely meal
Using love and forgiveness as your recipe
Turning my trash into a work of art
And then you give it to me only for me to throw it away again
I tell myself a 1000 times, and then I say it a 1000 more but I know that's not the brightest thing to do
Now I'm trying to get you back for something that you didn't do but there's someone in me telling me that's untrue...
So I just want to say that I'm sorry..
This is why I'm a waste of air...
I keep trying to make things right
But then I fuck it up again
Now I hate myself for being such a fool
I try to find a valid excuse
Now I'm looking for something new
But i know that there's no good excuse to use
And when I think I'm by myself
And no ones around me to help...
That's when I come back running into you...
And I'm sorry, I am, please forgive me, I'm just a waste of air, I'm sorry...
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